Ma Lovely Lady

I love u even more than I had

I missed u even worse than bad

I seeked ur eyes

I seeked ur voice

I seeked ur touch

I seeked ur love

But never a day

U failed me..

The eyes dat gave me hope

The voice dat gave me joy

The touch dat gave me strength

The love dat gave me life

365 more days..

N praying dat u'll still be here..

Be here always..

In ma heart

Residing..

As the queen..

Sunday, January 29, 2006 at 06:00 AM in I do remember ur birthday..., Just The Feeling For The Day

My All - Mariah Carey

The memories of yesteryear is still fresh in ma mind

Though i know from day one u can never be mine

And I know dat I'm gonna do jas fine

All I need is a little more time

I seeked

I looked

I learnt

And

I failed..

I do wanna let go

Believe me..

Will it take another cycle of months?

Will it take another level?

Will it take another heartache?

Will it take another lover?

Told maself I'm thru..

To ma own surprise..

E news brought tears to ma eyes..

I've changed..

Trust me I have..

All thanks to you..

And I shall end wif a smile..

:)

Sunday, January 22, 2006 at 06:48 AM in So Sad, Song Best Described Ma feeling For Today

Be Lady..

Dun be proud to call urself bitchy

Dun be proud to call urself nasty

Be proud dat he called u a lady

Be proud dat he called u pretty

Find ur innerself

Find back that lady

Find back that grace

Find back that faith

U aint too late till ur here

On ur deathbed

My lady.. be honoured to be..

Wednesday, January 18, 2006 at 03:40 AM in In Within Me

Forever

There u are

Smiling at me waiting for me to come home

With a rose in ur hand standing tall by the hill

I looked up

And jas wanna end ma life then

I jas wanna love u

Time..

Be still..

Dun run out on me..

Cos I want dis to be forever..

Sun..

Be there..

Dun set futhermore..

Cos I want dis to be forever..

Night..

Be light..

Dun grow any darker..

Cos I want dis to be forever..

Rain..

Dun fall on me yet..

Lemme run to him..

Cos I want dis to be forever..

Wind..

Let ur presence known..

Blow ma hair..

Let it brush ma face..

As he sees the beauty dat he's never seen..

Cos I want dis to be forever..

Erase ma past wif ur love..

Light ma future wif ur love..

Carve ma dreams wif ur love..

Cos I want dis to be forever..

Dun tell me things dat hurt me..

Dun share me things dat I'll envy..

Dun whisper me ma flaws..

Dun let ma actions speak for me..

Only emotions flowing out to show u the real me..

I shall jas look in ur eyes..

As tears trickling down..

In a moment of awe..

We shall embrace n be still..

Cos I want dis to be forever..

Monday, January 16, 2006 at 03:04 AM in In Within Me

Falling Into You - Celine Dion

Pretences..

I am so good at pretending everything's ok

What the hell am I thinking?

Trying to show am brave as before?

I dunno who actually I am kidding

Am I stil hoping or just dreaming?

What do I really wanna see?

Dat smile he has which is not for me?

I sincerely want him to be happy

But wat has dat gotta do wif me?

Monday, 9 January, 2006

Could Have

A tint of hope here n there

Only u could save me wif ur stare

Still not know wat is true

When I dunno the real u

Couldnt analyse or try to believe

Cos it seemed easy for u leave

Bt am thankful am not in a mess

Cos I can turnout to be a real mean pest