So there it went.
Time passes us by. Never to return. Only memories shall stay. And the good ones, that is.
2011 was really fast.
Some of the key things that I will remember this year by would be, human relationships. Complicated ones. Trust and faith. 1 thing I learnt, though I knew about it all along, is never to trust anyone whole-hearted, even how great your relationship is.
To the extent of pretence.
I can't help feeling like in secondary school again and feel all the negatives when people don't take me seriously. And I thought we are all adults.
Then again, I have so many people that I want to thank for making me realise that we are all unique and different in our own ways.
Mum finally went for the heart bypass surgery. Alhamdulillah, she survived. God knows how I was trying so hard to be strong for her but at the same time pretending to be when inside me I was greeted with fears of losing her. Things went smoothly and she recovered well. And thank God, she is much better now.
The next quarter began with embracing challenges at work. The responsibilities that I didn't anticipate. And there's a very fine line between colleagues and friends. Still learning..
And it has been freaking 6 years. And I thought I have moved on.
But I guess I did. Met the sweet talker.. and another one.. and another one but didn't quite make it.. :P
Falling in love for me was never difficult until I sense complications.
And to be pinning hopes on someone's shadows that eventually was gone when the obvious disappeared. Guess it's my luck, at the moment, to be meeting men who aren't men enough for me.
2012 will be better for all.
So many things to look forward to..
Looking forward to paying more attention to myself. In terms of health, wealth and everything else.
Signing off with Adele's Set Fire To The Rain
2012, be nice.. =D
