Bent Over

Bent over multiple times.

You start to lose count. 

It is easy to judge, isn't it?

Walk in my shoes. 

I won't blame you.

To hold too much pride knowing you won't get played out. 

Because you think you knew too much.

Take your leave already cause I am not the one giving up.

As you walked in
I let you in
I asked myself if you were godsend
Then I remind myself that we are just friends

Till today, you won't know why I was mad
Cause you won't be ready for what I would have said

If I had known I had stopped
Cause I knew it will lead to this
This fragile heart of mine
Seemed to have gone beyond the line

I don't go by the rules like they said
I go by what my heart tells me to

I am not falling for you
But I don't want to lose you
Am I being selfish?
Or is it just an act of being foolish?

You should have left then and not come back
I would have understand and not look back

Should I apologise for being me?

The me that you don't seem to like that much
The me that you can't seem to quite accept
The me that you won't seem to be able to handle

You asked where have I been
But in the end, were you ready for me?