Happy Thots

Actually..

I am a happy person wif happy thoughts

But sadness seems to frequent me a lot

Apologies to all for ma absence

Aint sure the purpose for e presence..

Yet

Keep it in a box

Sealed it up wif forks

But dun be bruised by the pricks

Cos it hurts wen its ur turn to pick

Dampen ur shoulders wif ma cries

Waiting in line to break the ties

I waited, wait n still waiting

As days passed, seconds ticking

Harbour ma steps deep in our hearts

Wif e words pierced jas like e darts

Dun get caught in e strainer

Dun die a loner

Am still e happy person..

Wif very happy thots..

But..

Sadnees still seem to frequent me..

A lot..

Sunday, February 26, 2006 at 05:20 AM in Just The Feeling For The Day

Maself To Blame

U invited them wif ur oh so sexy skirts..

U mesmerised em wif ur sweet innocent flirts..

U lured them wif ur damn low necklines..

U wiggled ur butts wif dat gstrings aligned..

Wen he said no..u wanted yes..

Wen he said aight..u said fine..

When he called..u denied

When he left..u cried..

U told em they were cute

U told em they were nice

U told em they were sweet

U told em they were delight

When she said no..u thought its yes

When she said fine..u thougt ok

When she called..u were thrilled

When she left..u sighed

Y do u take it so lightly?

Have u no pride?

Have u no dignity?

Any form of love was what I needed..

Any..

Till I'm destroyed to e final bits..

Till then..

I have only maself to blame..

Wednesday, February 01, 2006 at 09:44 AM in Just The Feeling For The Day

Bits & Pieces 2

Can u shoulder ma cries wif ur overbuilt lies

can u lift off ma burden wif ur lustful eyes

Can u wipe ma tears wif ur cunning smile

Can u relief me wif ur aversion deeds

Learn to hear me..

Learn to ask me..

Learn to hold me..

Learn to hate me..

Bt dun learn to love me..

Cos u know..dat it aint worth me..

Wednesday, February 01, 2006 at 01:43 AM in In Within Me