Tribute To Marshall Bruce Mathers lll

This day marks his 34th birthday. An individual dat I have enormous respect for. In ma eyes, he's not just another rapper, artist, actor...he's one man that I admire most.

Late 1999..The Marshall Mathers LP was launched. "The Real Slim Shady" didnt catch ma attention altho it was being aired in MTV alot of tyms...Bought e album, to check him out...and I instantly 'fall' for "KIM". His talents are just awesome.

How he writes...and put it into rapping...It didn't quite get on me because he's white...But dat anger...I can't figure out y...bt when I learn to noe more abt him...It was an issue..And I just kept digging info abt him.

Thru him, I learnt abt life.

That racist issue he had 2 deal wif, the mother dat troubled him, the wife dat 'ruined' him, the daughter dat gave him life, the ppl he mixed wif, his dreams, his struggles..

The more I noe abt him, the more I adore him.

How he made use of situations n turn it around. His way of addressing issues: sex, alcohol, drug, real life experiences, bitches n jerks..& how e hell any1 wld go thru wat he did..Well..dats their lifestyle there anyway..

I dun quite care dat he dusnt noe dat I even exist..I dun really listen 2 e music anyway..jas listening to e words do knock sense sumtimes..luv e dissing part too..

Sum1 so humble n funny yet so angry n frustrated..

Sum1 who loved, hated, loved again..n left e marriage, e woman who bore his child dat he's bringing up...That woman sure meant a lot to him..loved him, inspired him...

Dat's why I'm Kim...:P

Thanks to e mum too..for who he is 2day..

Journey was hell for him..

I wish e happiness he deserve to have..

Call me insane..bt in ma prayers..I hope dat he'd die a Muslim one day..

I have a dream.

To go Detroit & see e place maself where Marshall grew up to Eminem and found Slim Shady.

Happy Birthday Marshall!!

=D

One of ma faves: Love U More

Tuesday, October 17, 2006 at 10:14 AM in I do remember ur birthday...

Keluhan Seorang Suami

Setiap hari aku fikirkan. Apakah ini dikatakan mahligai?

Lima tahun yang dahulu, ghairahnya aku merancang membina masjid bersama mu. Untuk kita layari, menghadapi bersama hingga ke pintu syurga. Tapi apabila aku imbas kembali, aku sering tertanya akan silapku.

Walau hanya seorang cahaya mata yang dapat kau berikan, aku bersyukur. Aku hanya pinta engkau menjadi pengasuh, ibu dan teman buat anakku. Tapi mengapa kau leka mengejar harta dunia?

Bukankah engkau pernah katakan, kau terima aku seadanya aku dan apa yang dapat aku berikan? Tapi alasanmu kerana aku tak mampu untuk beri kebahagian yang kau impikan selama ini.

Bukannya aku biarkan kau kelaparan, bukannya aku biarkan kau terbiar, bukannya aku biarkan kau sendirian.

Malahan, aku yang rasa kesepian. Tanpa belaian seorang isteri yang manja. Tanpa senyumanmu setelah aku letih pulang mencari rezeki. Tanpa kehadiranmu saat aku memerlukan seorang kekasih.

Isteriku, kemewahan yang kau bawa pulang, aku berterima kasih. Namun, tak sedarkah engkau ia stakat di dunia sahaja?

Puteri amat merindui ibunya. Apa harus aku menjawab kepadanya? Ayahnya tak berkemampuan untuk membahagiakan keluarga? Ayahnya tak layak membawa pulang kemewahan? Sayangnya, tanpa disedari, itulah yang terpupuk di benak fikirannya.

Adakah permintaanku terlalu rumit? Atau tahap kebahagiaanmu terlalu tinggi?

Aku redha akan takdir, namun masih jua aku berusaha dan berdoa agar kau menjadi ibu dan isteri mithali. Itulah kebahagiaanku. Sesuatu balasan yang indah yang akan kau terima di akhirat kelak.

"Makan sepinggan, tidur sebantal.."

Janji yang telah engkau mungkiri, namun engkau tetap isteriku.

Wednesday, October 04, 2006 at 01:10 AM in Luahan

Purnama Merindu - Siti Nurhaliza

One of ma faves by Siti Nurhaliza

Rindunya aku dgn kehadiranmu..

Namun hadirmu memberiku seribu resah..

Rindunya aku dgn renunganmu..

Namun renungmu membangkitkan seribu gelisah..

Aku rela berpaling

Takut seandainya engkau tahu

Takut seandainya engkau membisu

Takut seandainya engkau berlalu

Walau hanya sekadar kelibatmu

Tetap menjadi pengubat rinduku

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"Oh well..just miss dat kinda feeling.."

=D

Saturday, September 30, 2006 at 04:31 AM in In Within Me, Song Best Described Ma feeling For Today