Monday, 18 July 2011

That I Would Be Good


People from the past, can at times remind you of your painful history, or your many glorious victories.

People from the present sometimes remind you of your past dreams, hopes and nightmares.

People from the future make you guess of what to receive and face.

Moving on takes more than just eliminating the physical.

Moving on from dad's passing. Moving on from the unrealised childhood ambition. Moving on from failed relationships. Moving on from past bitter friendships. Moving on from lost trust and faith. Moving on from picture perfect family. Moving on from unfulfilled promises.

Countless episodes of keeping the two feet up on the ground. Only to fall again.
Countless episodes of putting the brave front. Only to crumble inside.
Countless episodes of laughing the heart out. Only to breakdown, longing to hear.
Sometimes, I need you to know more than what I am.
It's all about choices, baby.
What you choose to hear.
What you choose to see.
What you choose to believe.

That I Would Be Good
 is on repeat mode tonight.
It just felt right.