Saw an update in the ex's account.
I was the one to call it quits.
I was the one who decided that I had enough.
I was the one who had lost faith in the relationship.
I was the one who wanted to move on.
But, then.. why does is still hurt? Maybe not too much now compared to 2 years ago.. It's just that a wee bit of negative feeling. The other day, it was their 3rd anni. And me? Am just still stuck here.
Many a times, I know I told myself that I have moved on.. just can't understand why am still here.
Moments ago, the wife subtly announced their upcoming 2nd child's arrival. In abt 6 mths time.
2 yrs ago when he met my friend, he asked if I was married already.
I was hurt.. too hurt.. still am.. that I don't know if I will ever find love.
Somehow, deep in within me.. I know that I will find my true love. Only time will tell.
God knows.
