Dear Self,
Swallow your pride and admit.
You screwed up.
You wasted too much time.
You were bothered much with the world's opinions.
You tried so hard to keep up.
You fixed the broken things that don't belong to you.
You worried why the world is just too cruel.
You wondered why the hurt doesn't seem to heal.
You buried the unhappiness deep inside
And you don't even know if it still hidden
You prayed it'll go away somehow.
You wanted things to go your way.
You thought you did your best to avoid the disappointments.
You seek happiness in all the wrong directions.
When your cries went unheard, you died inside.
Multiple times.
Too many times, that you wonder why aren't you dead yet.
You self pitied. Whined, And blame everything else, Everyone else.
But not yourself,
Oh no,
Stop it, Don't entirely blame yourself,
Just stop with blaming game already, no?
