Friday, 25 January 2008

I have a question...


I love all ma children all the same.

Whether it's an 8 year old China gal who 'forces' me to converse with her in my half past six Mandarin.. to a quiet, hot tempered 10 yr old gal that has more physical strength than I do.. or a 12yr old 'I can't be bothered bt I'm nt sure whether I'm listening to u' boy

So now, I have a qn for ALL of u who r reading these.

As a 12 yr old. what did u hate abt ur teacher the most?

Jan 25, '08 12:48 AM

Wednesday, 2 January 2008

Bid Farewell to 2007


"And I am still waiting e love in u to blossom..for me."
=D - Dec 2006

Am so out of ideas on how I shall blog this out. It's been sumthing I've been doing annually. Prolly because, I am not that excited to welcome the new year. The thought that I am entering e second part of e quarter of e century. Gosh!! Time really flies eh..

It felt like it was only yesterday, how I was so eager n anxious waiting for 2007 to come. With the new job then. Planning for a holiday.. which I didn't get to go this year.. =(

And I actually went partying only 4 times this year. When it used to be a weekly affair, now it's every quarter year?? No wonder I've been putting back those weight. Damn! Hehe..

I learnt a lot abt maself this year. I learnt more n more abt what made me the person I am today. The lessons that were there for me to learn, bt I didn't or never understood. Thank God, I've learnt n am still learning of letting go of e past n moving on.

Not to mention the many kinds of relationships I had with some of e friends. Friends. It's not abt the quantity.. bt the quality of the friendships that I treasure most. And I actually dun quite give a damn if some individuals think that I am being ungrateful or sortz.

But if there's one word to describe 2007.. DREAMS.

I got more n more inspired to achieve ma dreams. In fact, to even HAVE dreams. Not that I dun believe in dreams.. bt I thot it was only for those lucky ones.. I proved maself wrong, when I was able to achieve sum of the dreams that I listed down. The OPS was definitely the start of e dreams. The start where I wasn't afraid to be even dreaming about dreams.

Of course.. it wasn't always pretty. Had some hiccups here n there.. Job. Family. Friends.

I learnt to be more selfish than I already was. I realised that family fills up the void, esp wif ma nieces and nephew ard. Like how they say it, "What doesn't kill u, makes u stronger." Oh boy, I had that first hand. Have always been facing it, just that I didn't noe hw to use it.

Come to think of it. a lot of things happened this year. Mostly in regards to friendships n family.. But all are insignificant for me to remember.. Because I was so preoccupied with how to achieve wat I wanna achieve.

That's about all I guess.. Now, am back to achieving ma dreams. =D

Believe in DREAMS
Believe in YOUR dreams
Believe in ACHIEVING the dreams

In case u didn't know, complaining n whining will never be able to help u achieve what u desire.

Well, of course, dun U forget to pray to HIM. Ask him.. Because NO ONE or anything can give u wat u want. But if u dun get it for a reason or another, REDHA. For HE knows what's BEST for us.

So, 2008 = MORE DREAMS ACHIEVED!!!

=D

Happy 2008 all!!


Jan 1, '08 12:31 AM