"Just take me there..."

As I put ma head to sleep tonyt

Trying to get ma eyes shut tight

I looked at ma past 4 wat it had made me into

In it, I saw u.

As I walk down e stairs today

Placing ma feet where it should lay

With each step beating wif rhythm n harmony

In it, I heard u.

As I flip thru e pages of ma memory

Filled wif emotions of smiles n teary

I gathered the pricks, flowery n thorny

In it, I felt u.

Wif luv,

Wif hatred.

Wif anguish and gay.

If I've never thanked u enuf

I'm sorry

Thank u for being there even for awhile

Even when I didn't want u to..

I feel e lonesome when u feel sumtimes..

Especially when u feel like me..

I feel e anger when u do at times..

Especially at me..

I'll help u to get ur there..

Ma prayers are wif u..

If I am still lost..cos ma there hasn't exist yet..

And am still looking for it..

Welcome me wif open arms..

Welcome me wif wide open arms...

Ma there would be gone if I just slip thru ur fingers..

Bt dun hold me too tight..

Cos ma there will be taken..

Just take me there

January 24 2007