Stop it already.

I did all I could to deviate my thoughts from you.

I deleted your number.

I deleted the messages.

I deleted the blog.

But why do you still keep appearing in my dreams?

I tried to rationalise everything else. Without the dream, I wouldn't have seen you like that.

Why? Bloody why?

I don't want to think of you already. I want to move on already. I want to let go already. I want it to be over already.

But why are you still the one that I think of the moment I open my eyes?

Why does it seem like no one ever can take your place?

Frankly, if you hadn't reacted hot and cold towards me, I would have pretended all is fine.

That we are just friends with no emotional attachments or whatever not.

I am tired already.

Tired.

Oh.. the count has just hit 19. Lol!!

Good night.

1st Nov

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