Ma Friend - Listen to ma prayers

So much betrayal and hideous words

I can't believe I am living in pretences again

I wish I could jas pack up n leave

Jas as I always would

Bt I've got a lot to lose this time

I got up to find wat I thot I'd never wish for

I thot I'd jas quickly fall, crushed and get back up again

Wat does it need to crush me?

I dun want it to be real..

It hurts so much that I see u in ma dreams

Trust me, u dun even want to noe

Bcos U wldnt even believe

N u wld hate me for lying

Pray that I jas get out of this fast enuf

I can't bear all these guilts

Loving aint fun anymore

Was it suppose to be?

Instead..

I shall be loved

=D

Mar 25, '07 12:41 AM