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I feel like breaking down & cry

Thought I'm having da time of ma life

Dun have e leisure 4 maself

And it seems I am wasting ma breath

I do wanna cry cos i still do have feelings

But ma tear ducts' stucked wif disgustings

Can I go hm without telling u I'm back

Can I clean ur crib without telling u I've packed

Can I be there without telling u I exist

Can I charm u wthout telling I'm abt to slit ma wrist

I've lost him & lost u now

Wounds heal, but hurt somehow

Was so lonely & still do

But I believed there's still u

Till e day u told me the truth

Nothing to say but so much to prove

Lesson learnt...

But do I trust to be earned?

Tuesday, April 19, 2005 at 08:24 PM in In Within Me