"Dis day, for the first time in 4yrs, I dun get to wish u ur birtday.. like i used to."
The one who taught me to love.. to give.. to sacrifice.. to fight..
Ma first love.. All started back then in 2001.. April 2001.. about a wk after his 18th bday..a wed nyt.. first meeting 14 April..barely 2 weeks.. we were together.. =)
Once upon a time.. reason for my smiles & laughters.. and also for ma tears & miseries.. :P Was there to comfort me wen i was down.. Tolerated ma nonsense & complains.. & nagging..:P.. BUT.. (yes.. its 'but' in caps).. wen we quarrelled.. he seldom console me.. hmmmpph!! One of his hobbies.. was to hang up on me!! Well.. heard mos guys do e same thing too.. lol.. R gals like me dat bad?? Wtf.. lets talk abt dis birhtday guy here..
Was my all & everything.. Loved me like no else did.. Looked pass ma flaws.. appreciating me for who I am.. & so I thought..
Hmmm...
Anyways... felt so emotionally attached... Met up almost every other day for more than 2 yrs.. Picture dis.. he's staying in most western side of SG.. & me in hougang.. wif an hr train ride & 2 bus rides to depend.. (mrt in hougang only started operating in 2003).. Mostly..e quarrel will be about.. who shld go over.. LOL!! I remember e time wen he had to do his NS.. was so lost for dat 2 wks or so.. couldn't really talk.. Went nuts!! When i was out wif ma frens.. felt like..ma guardian angel wasnt ard to protect me.. In love!!
Blah~~
Well, I'm not saying he's all flaws & I'm the perfect one.. :P
The one who taught me to love.. to give.. to sacrifice.. to fight.. Oh those feelings.. Roller coaster.. Up & down.. very unpredictable..
Ma first love.. The first dat i ever fought for.. & kept winning.. but in the end.. I lost..
When its not meant to be.. even a million battles won.. destiny won't change..
Blessing in disguise? I dunnoe.. Maybe.. Hopefully..
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05th April 2005
B..
For you...
I wish u e best in your new found love..
Happy birthday...
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No Need to Argue - The Cranberries
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