Someone Special

To look back at what's happened

All I can say is THANK YOU

U showed thousand and one ways

To get over this feeling of blue

We didn't talk it out

Guess actions indeed spoke louder

No matter wat, I know

There'll never be a day for US to be

But forever.. u shall stay to be dat special someone

Someone who opened up ma eyes

When I was just refusing to accept the truth

The one who brought ma senses

When all I did was just believing in u

It wasn't love I felt for u

More like the cosiness I feel wen ur around me

E security, feeling a friend will be there

E kinda a feeling dat a friend will share

I can never fit the person U want to be with

and I won't even try to believe

Or acknowledge dat I'm even trying to be

For you.. cos u dun want me to

To be with u all e time

It's sad though.. n it hurts sometimes..

To know dat ma presence is not pleasing

At times, I do wonder y..

Y should I still be talking to u

Y do I need to get away from u

When u never need me at all

In fact trying to avoid me in all

I do feel used at times

But dun want to c thru it.. cos I owe u dat much

Owe u for letting me discover maself

Owe u for showing me e truth abt 'em

U.. u can never guess who u r

U can never guess what's going on

Cos u never know I exist..

Wednesday, March 23, 2005 at 02:20 AM in So Sad